Things have changed

As everybody's saying, I'm having a so-called "god blessed life". It is the hard work of my subsidiary pays this "god blessed life". Not just me, but every staff at holding company level. Whenever I saw my queries were answered at 10pm or 11pm, I felt very bad for making the staff work until this late hour; whenever I heard my colleague talked about the work life in my subsidiary, I felt really sad. I 何德何能 enjoy this kind of life at the expense of others. What are we all these monkeys doing in the office? We only know to drive the numbers. When the message was passed down to them that we need certain numbers to meet our target, they go all out to meet the target. When it's known that the productivity is saturated, they're still trying very hard. Once they take you as their brother, they can really die for you for anything. They are Koreans. It's the kind of spirit they're sharing, it's also the environment I'm in.

Today, I saw them fall into the trap of this shitty company, besides feeling pity for them there's nothing else I can do. As if I saw a car driving so fast to kill that person, asked the person move but he didn't want to move. They choose to believe the car is not going to kill them, the driver will jam the brake on. Too naive. The driver will not just hit and run. Before he run, he'll mamke sure he takes their wallets with them.

Too dynamic and vibrant, thing's changed so much in just 6 months time. In 6 months time, an active company can become dormant; in 6 months time, a getting married couple can break off; in 6 months time, friends can become enemy; in 6 months time, a profit making deal can become a loss. There are so many things can happen in 6 months time. 6 months only, I feel like ages.

In dilemma, I was being offered with an option and I made a decision, at my own risk. I truly hope I did not place a wrong stake this round.

Their KL trip

The trip was planned during the drinking session, I was not involved. It was said to "review" the hospitality of our KL friends, date was set on 09/08/08. I was still happily talking about the trip the week before, but I withdrew myself from the plan last minute, due to certain decisions made. Purely 鱼与熊掌不能兼得.

After they came back, it wasn't sound so fun when I first heard about their fruitful trip. The only amazed thing was they met our film director during morning exercise. That was the only drama thing I could voice "walaooooooOOOo" and nothing else. BUT, I really feel pity for not joining after the second ppl vividly told me about the trip, yeah, with pictures somemore. Saving the pictures into folder, I can only name the folder "Their KL trip" lo....... >_<

Below illustrated the "commentary".

Reviewer: This picture is a proof for fighting reputation
Me: Oh... sampai sweat somemore. Walao... still wearing mickey mouse t-shirt??
Reviewer: You notice that also. He's wearing mickey mouse watch tim!
Me: It's too obvious to show that he's just come back from HK Disneyland lo....

Reviewer: Our friend was drunk after just half cup of beer you know !!
Me: He so useless one meh?? I finally know who's the one I can win liao....
Reviewer: hahahaha... you sure win one.

Me: Who's that gal??
Reviewer: FK's 绯闻女友2号
Me: So romantic hoh... went to had night view of KL
Reviewer: ya.... he purposely brought her there
Me: Why the gal looked so familiar? FY student? Reviewer: No. Cher's Nilai's classmate. Now FK's colleague..
Me: ohh... that gal they were talking about last time...

Me: Walaooo.... can don't be so auntie??

Reviewer also commented that they're impressed by KY's performance. He's accompanied them from 7pm till the next day, which was Sunday, irregardless it's his niece 1-year birthday (the most touching part). Most importantly he bought all the bills which was considered generous. He's won the reputation I supposed? Reviewer also commented that FK impressed ppl by making reservation for table.

The other thing that the reviewer commented was how funny the couple was - I can't feel. I really wonder what "performance" that made so much fun.

I was thinking: is there anywhere else to "review" next?