Tuesday, July 31, 2007

小人 vs 贵人

生活中到处都是小人。如果还有贵人相助,那还不至于太可悲。

Finally got the FS out today, phew. Tomorrow is the filing deadline and the report was only signed on 30.07.07, 8:20pm. What about the printing and bindng?

It's unreasonable to request ppl to work on it at this last minute. Especially some ppl is not really welcomed by the department, the ego kind of person wouldn't make such request. Then who's going to do it? Me again... For the third times I requested the Report Department to buy me this favour. It's irritating. The supervisor is not easy to deal with. When she's not in good mood, you'd better shun and don't go kacau her. But luckily, for all these while she's been my 贵人. If not because of her, I don't know how bad state I'd be in.

Again, her usual way of tone:

"Hey! You sent in at this hour and there are so many works ahead, can't you see? Ppl have been queueing before you long long time ago! All need to be out by tomorrow morning you know? Look at the workload, I don't know what time I'll need to work today. Until 3am also cannot finish you know?"

Yeah... I understand.... I stumbled in words. What to say? Although I very wish she could help me. Then she opened her mouth again:

"Today no matter how you beg me, I'm not going to do it for you. Tell your manager to wait until tomorrow."

Okay... I thought it's just hopeless to get it done by tonight. There were really a lot more printing and binding piled up there and true, they queue before me. I gave up, I didn't want to pressurise her.

Then 5 mins later, here she came again:

"Queenie, last year we issued 18 sets leh, you only want 8 this year?"

Hoho... I saw light in the tunnel. She's soft-hearted still. I knew she merely grumbled sometimes... in the end she'd still do it for me.

"So how? Settled? At least an xin liao huh.. can go home now? Don't keep it as habit huh."

Yeah..... At least it's not a burden to me anymore.

Big thanks to Jenny - for allowing my last minute request and jumping the queue, again and again.

Monday, July 30, 2007

See my pictures!

Because of this line, I got myself into trouble. Once the zip file was executed, message was sent to all online users in my list on MSN. Gosh.. It's stupid worm!

Previously I also received similar msg from my friend but I knew it's worm as the msg didn't sound right. But this round, this fella just came back from outstation so I thought he wanted to show me some pictures, without thinking twice, I accepted the file and run it. Ohh... no.... I hope I didn't harm anyone. Seriously I don't think so, it's kinda silly to fall into the trap... "This is me totaly naked :o please dont send to anyone else "? Would I send something like this? Obviously not right?

For those who accidentally fall into the trap, here's the link where you can remove the worm:

http://www.cisrt.org/enblog/read.php?129

Follow as instructed to remove the registry entries in the register editor.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

华佗中医诊所

I was terrified by my mum that the rashes on my leg could be virus. So I think I'd better go to see dermatologist to verify. It's been there for at least a month I think, and it really upset me. It also upset my mum as she sees it.

Without making an appointment we went to see the doctor. Never thought it would be such a long queue and I'd need to wait for more than an hour for my turn. Gosh.. then we saw a chinese traditional clinic right beside, a big word: 皮肤专科 - 牛皮藓,生蛇. Out of sudden, I thought of this pig told me about his similar experience last night and his mum went to buy some chinese medicine, made him some black soup and he got rid of the rashes. Since I'd need to wait for my turn anyway, we walked in, see what chinese doctor would diagnose the rashes on my leg.

Walking in the clinic, there's a guy sitting there watching tv and nobody else. Then my mum asked him about the skin specialist. He said he himself is the doctor. *nearly faint* Apparently he's a China man which can tell from his slang. I was thinking in mind: Oh no.... I hope this is not a "black shop". No offence, just that I do not have confident in China man. I also do not have confident in things made in China.

Same as what pig told me, it's toxic (well, I think traditional doctor will claim everything as body toxic). Then I asked him why it's hurt as I press on the rash. He said the rash was a kind of inflammation which is not just on surface of skin, but deep into the flesh and bone. It gets itchy sometimes but it can't be scratched, and the color of the rash is affected by the weather. He also said that this kind of rashes which caused by toxic in body will normally appear on limbs as I asked him why they only appear on leg. He gave me 7-day chinese medicine powder and asked me to go back after 7 days. The course of medicine is meant for clearing the toxic in my body.

As shown in the picture, that's the medicine I got today. Very small bottle of power, mixed by more than 10 different kinds of chinese medicine powder. Know how much it cost? RM89!! *Faint* Well, I expected that... And I also believe I was his first customer today as his can't even get RM11 from his cash register for change. Gosh....

I was grumbling that we went into a "black shop". My mum is too kind-hearted, she merely said it's an try-out and who knows maybe the medicine could really help me get rid of the rashes.

Okay.. let's see what will happen after 7 days.

Dining at George and Dragon

Outlook of the cafe

It's not any special occassion. I merely feel like having some good food. So I suggested to have dinner at George and Dragon. I'd been there before with TT, JX and LH. Didn't have the main course last time cos I was called to the place after I had something for dinner. I've been thinking to visit this cafe again to make up the "yi han".

George and Dragon Cafe offers wine, beers and spirit of English food. They claim to serve "best steak in town". All meals are fresh from kitchen and are cooked with homemade stock, MSG free. Also, no pork is served in this cafe. The cafe is run by a lady boss from U.K. (if I'm not mistaken). The decoration at the dining area is also very "England".



As we don't eat beef, hence, only fish and chicken are ordered. According to TT and JX last commented, I believe the steak does taste good. We ordered the soup of the day - asparagus soup and homemade mushroom soup as starter, followed by the main course as follow:

Me and my dad ordered Salmon Fillet - Norwegian Salmon served with vegetable and US Russet potato. I chose to serve with garlic sauce whereas my dad's serve with lemon butter source. I don't know why I actually got a bit sickening with the fish. Nothing to do with the taste of the fish. Maybe because I lost appetite after having the soup filled up my stomach. My dad commented that salmon fillet at Sushi King taste better. haha.





My brother ordered Sherwood Chicken - char-grilled chicken chop with sweet and sour source, served with vegetable and potato wedges. I think it's so so only. Maybe the sauce is not really that fantastic.



Wholegrain Mustard Chicken - my little brother's main course. Deep fried chicken chop with wholegrain mustard sauce (don't know what it is). I didn't try cos it's deep fried. My brother and sis commented that this is the best among the 3 different chicken they ordered tonight.







Fresh Mushroom Chicken - Char-grilled chicken chop served with mushroom. The sauce is fantastic! But too bad, the chicken comes with skin. Gosh. I wonder why they didn't remove the skin?








My mum ordered Seafood Pasta. It's claimed as the best seller of the cafe. Err... it's too late for me to take the picture. As I finished taking pictures with all the chicken chops, the pasta had reached this state. hehe. The pasta was served with plenty of prawns and mussles. The sauce taste good too.




Lastly, homemade dessert. We merely ordered 2 of this Chocolate Fudge with ice-cream and shared. This dessert is really fantastic, I must say. the chocolate is served hot, the ice-cream is cold. The hot and the cold meet together, cum the fudge, perfect match! A must try dessert.


Here goes the address and contact:

No.1 & 3, Jalan Glasiar, Taman Tasek
80200 Johor Bahru, Johor, Malaysia.
Tel: 07-232 3761 Fax: 07-235 1767

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Letter to bastard

Dear Bastard,

I think you should go back to school to study moral. Don't take it for granted that you can always pressurise me at last minute. File had been long submitted to you please! Please be fair to me and be fair to my other client, as well as other manager. Don't you know that our work is planned in advance??? Don't you know that I have other deadline to meet and other client's expectation to meet?? Don't always expect me to work on your thing on urgent basis and don't give me that kind of warning, idoit. It could be managed better if you really review it on urgent basis when I submitted to you 3 weeks ago.

I really hope this would be the last time we work together on the stupid file.

GO BACK TO SCHOOL LAH MORON !!!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

A relaxing Sunday

It's a relaxing Sunday, I followed my parents to Kulai to show my face to my relatives who have not seen me for few months. Also, took the opportunity to visit my 外婆. She's still as healthy as I last saw her on Mother's Day.


This is my 小舅's son. This little kid still cannot pronouce words correctly. He still called my mum "三猪" which in fact should be 三姑. Talking about this, then my mum's sister becomes "鳄鱼", which supposed to be 二姨. Hahaha.

I also heard of another news - my 小姨 is coming back from Beijing on August 4. She'll also bring along her daughter which she born her at risk. It's a blessing that both of them are healthy. I haven't seen this little girl since Chinese New Year. I could still recall my Ah Yis and cousins talked to my 小姨 via Skype on Mother's Day. Hehe. Time flies.


Returning to our old house, I went to see my dragon fruit first thing on return. OHH MY GOD... I can't believe it !! The 101 flowered dragon fruit had dried up! It's such a big fruit you know. It's sad enough to see this. Really.

(Hey, stingy, u've got to wait for another 2 years. Hiak~)



Being bo liao... so bring this little kid to Happyland for junk food.


Happyland sells ice-kacang, rojak, deep fried chicken and some other fried stuffs. Now I see Chao Kuey Tiao stall also. I usually go there for ice-kacang and rojak only. Sometimes, Thai Tofu. The boss has never done any renovation to the shop and it's still as stuffy as before. Talking about the food, I was quite disappointed that the quality of the food has gone low. The rojak was just ordinary for even pasar malam stall can do better than this. I wonder why this shop is still as popular as before? Maybe there aren't any better place for hanging out in that area?

Hardly a Sunday I can do something like this with no worries about work at all. Feeling so good.

Friday, July 20, 2007

What a relief ~~~

Have been working under super high tension on the engagement at Tuas these few weeks due to an urgent deadline given by bank. Looking at the status, to rush out one company is possible. But, for the other one to complete by end of this month is just mission impossible. 4 layers of reviews, if each reviewers take 2 days to turnaround and for us to clear all the reviewers' points, it will really take at least 2 weeks. Plus, to wrap up to the stage for review will also take at least one week, provided client co-operates and work well with us. Was struggling over this as pressure from manager and client keep coming towards me. I very scare of the situtation where my management and client are pointing finger against each others, trying to find the fault of each other. Eventually, I'll be the one who suffer. That also caused me couldn't sleep last week and having nightmare at night.

When I was urged to come out with the outstanding matter list, client suddenly came to me and said she had a good news for me - BANK ALLOWS THE EXTENTION OF REVIEW TO AUGUST!!! It's a miracle of the day!! I nearly break into tears of joy when she told me that. I even said this to her: Hey Michelle, can see my tears?? It's a relief to me u know! Well, it's a relief for her also as she's equally as stressful as me during the period. Opps, I previously commented her as chou woman. My apology. hehe.

Having said so..... my leave in August will be gone ~~!!!! ~~~!!!
Arghhhh............. When can I have my holiday ?????

But anyway.... my mood is very good now.. haha.... I'm sure I can have a bit of relax this weekend then. No more chasers from manager. Ohh yeah ~~

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Attitude

Got this from Shih Han.... share with you all..

Today is a gift, that's why we call it the present ~~ what a beautiful line ~~


Attitude, after all, is everything .

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about
itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Remember, as we get this normal yet stressful time each year that the
pressure we feel is not personally directed. Today is a gift, that's why
we call it the present.


Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life. Yeah... simple theory... but who can really be happy when they choose to be in good mood? Is that really a matter of choice?

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Rashes~ rashes ~ arghhhhhhh

The rashes on my leg really upset me!!

I thought it's been getting better last week as it was not so obvious on Sunday after I applied this "万金肤宝" - a cream last bought in Beijing. As I return Singapore, it becomes pinkish in colour again! Argh! What's wrong with the room huh? I wonder. It's really irritating.

Talking about the rashes, this pig very "got heart" sent me sms asking me how it goes every now and then. Also, very the "househusband" kind asked me get an anti-dust mite mattress protector. Not just once, but a few times! *so nagging* But seriously, it's not that I don't want to get myself a mattress protector, just that I don't know how long I'll be staying here, so what's the point of getting more and more things into this room? Here goes the conversation:

KC:
How. Got bitten? You should get a mattress protector. Can buy in Jusco.

Me:
Dunno. Din go and see carefully. Eh... mattress protector just one piece of cover on top rite? Can prevent dust mite meh?

KC:
It's one piece of thick clothes. Think maybe got treated with special thing to anti dust mite. You need to choose the one with anti dust mite. Mite won't climb.

Me:
But the bed sheet will oso got dust mite one ma. Rite?

KC:
Jie jie, you can wash the bedsheet with detergent and put disinfectant to clean la. Who ask u to throw bedsheet? Then when it's cleaned, put protector first.

Me:
Wat is disinfectant? Wa... U really househusband lei. Noe so much abt housework.

KC:
I bet you da xiao jie never do housework that's y breed dust mite. Walao, go Giant buy dettol liquid clothes disinfectant la. Add in together when wash clothes.

Then, there's another blood vomitting conversation which I laughed till die:

Veerla:
Eh.... got bed sheet? got double bed sheet cover??????

Sau Jun:
Apa??
double? don't have

Veerla:
I wanna change my bedsheet.. last night I slept on my jade mattress without cover leh..

Sau Jun:
Mine single

Daniel:
Go buy one la, don't be cheapskate

Veerla:
Eh.. cheap??? walao.... one cost at least $50 lor. Last time we bought at $50 rite WSJ

Daniel:
Then don't use bed sheet lor.. easy

Veerla:
Cannot la... how to sleep without bedsheet??

Daniel:
Then go buy loh ..... walao LALA

Veerla:
hahahahahahahaahahahahahaha
hahahahaha *can't stop laughing*

Daniel:
You must make me vomit blood many times is it??
u bian tai is it?
same thing as that medicine.... siao za bo
ask you buy say ex, ask you don't buy, say how can
ask u eat med, say dun anyhow take; ask u dun take, say itchy very gouli
so what u wan to doooooo

Veerla:
hahahahahahahaha

Daniel:
eh, u should buy anti-dust mite mattress protector, u know? About 30+ SGD. Cheap nia.

Erm.... Now then I notice I always got myself into dilemma. Not resolving problem at all. Why so many worries??

But anyway, thanks for the info. At least I know there is this anti-dust mite mattress protector and disinfectant in this world and where to get them. HA~

Sunday, July 15, 2007

生命过客

Suddenly have this old song come across my mind. I used to like this song, by 童安格. My world's so grey these days. Hence, what come across my mind is also grey.

The lyrics is very simple. As simple as that.

在拥挤的街头
你在忙碌的追求什么
在孤寂的角落
你知道失去的也多

在拥有的角落
你是否曾经好好珍惜
在失去的时候
是否依然那么在意
一生要失败几回
才知道成功的意义
一生要爱过几回
才了解爱的真谛

Does it make you think of anything?

Movie - Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix

I didn't expect myself to watch Harry Potter this weekend. I'd ended up watching Harry Potter just because I was cheated by the showtimes posted on web this around. Again? Yes, AGAIN! This time was Golden Screen Cinema at Leisure Mall. This was so unfair! This fella could watch ALONE in the cinema on Thursday (what I meant "alone" was he's the only fella watching the movie in the cinema! Can imagine?). When come to my turn, the cinema said it's no longer showing and we had 3 of us! What a world!

Okay, back to Harry Potter. This is the 5th series of movie but the one and only series I've watched so far. I don't used to watch Harry Potter since I know the story quite well. But still, the Order of Phoenix didn't leave me much impression as the book was just too thick. I also read this book 3 or 4 years back, for I really have forgotten the content. Surprisingly, as I watched the movie, I could still remember the story line basically because the movie had successfully included the essense of the story, leaving other details unfolded.

Luna Lovegood is a new character introduced in this series. The girl who played this role didn't really fit the attributes as described in the book. The book introduced Luna Lovegood as: "She had straggly, waist-length, dirty blonde hair, very pale eyebrows and protuberrant eyes that gave her a permanently surprised look.... The girl gave off an aura of distinct dottiness. Perhaps it was the fact that she had stuck her wand behind her left ear for safekeeping, or that she had chosen o wear a necklace of Butterbeer corks, or that she was reading a magazine upside-down." In other words, she's a weirdo. I can't remember if she's reading a magazine upside-down in the movie, nor if she stuck her wand behind her left ear, she did wear a necklace. But I'm not sure if that's Butterbeer corks. She's such a lovely girl (although her eyes looked dull) in my impression. Even better looking than Cho Chang (don't know what's good about her and Harry likes her so much).

My imagination about the Dementors, Sirius Black, Mad-Eye Moody, Tonks and Voldemort have realised. I can imagine next round when I'm going to read the Half Blood Prince, all these characters will come into my mind with lesser imagination. Dementors and Voldemort presented in the movie was really out of my imagination. I never thought Dementors and Voldemort could look like a human. Although Voldemort slowly has the shape (as human) as he gained more power but I never thought he could be looking good anyway. He came without nose only in the movie.

I cannot comment if this movie is great. It's different perception for someone who watch it without having read up the book and someone who have been following since first book. The movie merely presented what I've known in the past and deepen my impression about the book.

But then, I'll still think Harry Potter is entertaining, anyway. Both the book itself, and the movie.

Black Friday

*It’s black Friday. Office blocks the access to blogger. Hence, I typed it in Microsoft Word when I feel like writing something down*

Staring at the screen, mind was blank. Sitting there helplessly with a fast bumping heart, don’t know how to clear the piled up works at my end.

I had this feeling about 2 months ago when I was rushing the DMA – the engagement I most hated during the past 6 months. I don’t just find the manager irritating, but also find the engagement sickening. Maybe because I had the most annoyed assistants for the engagement. Until today, when I see the guy in the office, I still find him loathing. I DESPISE him, although I don’t quite like the other girl too. The fortfolio was transferred to a newly promoted AM, which is the guy (E) I mentioned before. He came and talked to me about the engagement, asking me if I did a study on the derivatives instruments and said I must get a full understanding on that part as he’s going to rely on me for the coming quarterly review and next year audit. HAHAHA… I don’t know if I’ll be around by that time. That’s what I responded to him. Daring eh. Hiak~ Maybe sooner or later the whole world will know I'm going to put down the letter again. *damn*

Yeah, from the bottom of my heart, I very much want to escape from this office. As soon as I settle those things which get hold of me now, I won’t be hesistate putting down the letter again, disregard the fact I’ll be blacklisted. Well, it doesn’t make sense to me anyway as I’m sure I won’t be returning to this place again.


July 13, 2007 – 6:15pm

Friday, July 13, 2007

Shit hole

Just want to mark this down. Today, this hour, I'm still working in this chou office at Tuas. Being fooled around by this chou woman. She's gonna on leave on Friday, leaving us here to wipe her ass.

I don't like ppl who is lousier than me talk big in front of me. Obviously this chou woman is the one. It's really unfair for us doing all the works for her and she's the one chasing at the back.

Really a bad woman.

Pity my assistants... whoever follow me, all suffer. My apology.


Update:
Left this stupid client's place at 2:30am. 乌龟王八蛋。

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Meaningless

Have you ever had the feeling that you don't know how to move on? Feel like just sit there and do nothing, let the time passes, 毫无意义的. Feeling so low and so helpless today. Very xian and 辛苦. How and when can I get over it? Sometimes life is just too stressful, until I don't know how to move forward.

The rashes on my leg really upset me. It's only one night, I woke up in the morning I saw the rashes became "active" - they have turned into reddish colour and have spreaded to my knees and thigh. What's wrong with it? I really don't know. Is there anything wrong with my bed sheet? Or the dust in my room which I couldn't see with naked eyes? Always, I don't feel comfortable with the room. I went to see doctor again during lunch time. The doctor also can't tell whether it's caused by allergic to food or some other external factors but merely gave me some cream to apply. Then, he's also kind enough to give me half day off for rest (when I didn't ask for it). But what's the point of getting MC when I can't afford the MC? I'll still need to "produce" file in office. Damn xian.

What's depression? Have I hit depression? I wonder. I'd better 及时行乐. 可以笑就笑,可以睡就睡,可以玩就玩. I never know if I'll become listless and low the next day. I never know which manager will come and haunt me the next day also. I'd rather enjoy first before I suffer.

Damn xian... why am I kena all the shitty files since day 1? Challenge my mentality huh? Please lor... who can go far with all these setbacks?

Dragon fruit tree flowered!

While everybody's crazy about durian.... my dragon fruit tree finally flowered!! It's one and half year wait. But only one fruit... okay... slowly... See? My Ah Mai sms me as she saw it. haha.



This is a giant species from Kahang. How I got this? There's one occassion I went outstation to Kahang and Rompin for audit. Having known that I like dragon fruits very much, the friendly and nice estate manager brought me 10 seedlings, 6 white fruit seedlings and 4 red fruit seedlings (a free lunch as they came at no cost). When come to planting, great strength is required as you'll need to dig a hole as deep as 2.5 meters to bury the hanger (usually hard wood or concrete). Then the 3 or 4 seedlings surround the hanger at 1 meter depth. I must say digging the hole was really tough. (err... I wasn't the one who dig the hole.. hiak... )

Every month, you must feed the dragon fruit plant with fertilisers. Of cos, watering is also essential. Must make sure the plants get enough water. Days continue as long as one and half year and you'll see the flower.... *wink*

Mr.Chiew asked me to call him when the dragon fruit ripe. I'm gonna give him a call these days to thank him.

Besides dragon fruit seedlings, Mr.Chiew also gave me 2 papaya seedlings (err... it's a special species from Indonesia, can't remember the name of the species). See the tree is so big and fruitful now. It's been "producing" fruits every now and then. Hmm... another seedling died cos don't know which clumsy stepped on it when the plant was still young.


This species of papaya tree is short. The fruit is sweet and it doesn't come with the smell. You know papaya come with a smell, which I really don't like it. Is it the smell of enzyme?? I don't know.... I only know it's somehow disgusting. This papaya doesn't have that kind of smell. hehe.

Err.... durian trees also got... but no interest in durian.

Monday, July 9, 2007

In vain

Maybe because of Sunday blue, a sudden low urged to me to watch horror movie for sudden excitements. "Alone" is one which Whymei has been asking me to watch. So just make it tonight. I checked to Cinemaonline and this is what it showed to me:


P/S: The date showed Monday (as it's past 12am) but the outcome is exactly the same as I checked this evening.

It clearly showed that it's in cinema at 9:45pm. Who knows when I reached the cinema, CKM told me this movie's no longer in cinema. 5 of us made a wasted trip down. I couldn't believe I could have read the time wrongly! As I checked the schedule online, I even mentioned to Ninja so I couldn't be wrong.

I hope the cinema could be more professional in future. Even there's no one watching the movie but in any occassion there are ppl buying tickets please do not tell them it's no longer in cinema. Even it's so, please update the schedule accordingly online. Don't tell me there are ppl who will call the cinema to confirm whether the movie's really showing at one time. Silly right?

Anyway, it's just bad luck. Trying to watch Transformers last night but can't get the ticket. Tried to watch the less popular movie but in vain also. Gosh, what's wrong with it?

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Get rid of the shitty life


I swear to myself I must get rid of the shitty life I'm having now.
No more Sunday blue;
No more haunting from managers;
No more dream about works;
No more works after 6pm;
More time for myself;
More time for personal life;
More time for enjoyments and excitements!

I swear to myself I shall endure for another 2 months at most!

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Persistence


It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you don’t stop.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

无常

Received call from Tin, when she prompted me the question I knew something bad happened. JX told me sometime last Saturday that her dad was in hospital and had undergone an operation on his intestine. Was under observation as the operation or the medicine could possibly cause another around of heart attack. She told me that her dad chose to risk it. 2 days later, Tin brought me this bad news that her dad was gone.

03.07.2007, may uncle rest in peace.

I think losing parents at our age is just too early for anyone of us to take it. JX, I know you'll be strong on surface. Please don't pretend to be so in front us. Welcome you to DISTURB me as well.

Happy Birthday to Mum

五月十九,my mum's birthday today. Happy birthday to mum.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Disordered mind

My mind was in disordered state today. Certain things flow through my mind but they're unrelated and not linkable. A sign of feeling lost, I guess. *sigh* This post entry is also a random post... in an disorganised way.

Received an email from JX today.... It was a greeting to the girls. I like the way we updated our "status" recently. I feel warm. An extract of the email....

Veerla, didn't really hear (see) much complain from your blog, i'm not sure
the situation is getting better or you just can't be bother to complain. anyway,
i know you have a lot of good friends around you, and do DISTURB me if you need
someone to talk you.

I quoted it because I wanted to say my stand about work. Yeah... I don't complain much now, not because I don't bother to complain, I just find it painful to mention. So, just let it be and let it flow. There are something else more worth filling my memory. Actually I find that I'm not totally negative about my career path, although I detour. Life is so long, a year or 2 years or even 3 years of detour doesn't really make a difference in overall. I'm merely feeling lost. I'm just lost because I don't know what I'm achieving at the moment. But that's for the time being only. There will be a day I'll find myself again and start a new chapter of life. I believe so.

Thinking hard to get rid of the life I'm having, I've been thinking how I shall move on. Can't find an answer for the moment. There are some crazy idea though. It's workable, but need some courages and maybe I'll be living in poverty for certain period of times. Haha. My dad used to wish me could do something with Piano - simple and easy life. 10 years time learning Piano but gave up at the final stage. I can't believe when I recalled I got passed Grade 7 10 years back in year 1997. My mum thought being a lecturer is also not bad, also easy life at least much much better than the hectic life I'm having for the moment. That's also a good idea. That would also mean I'd go back to uni to pursue further, probably Master in Accounting? But after years of working I finally realise how valuable is MBA. I used to hate management subjects cos I don't see the importance of the subjects. In fact, management is an essential skill across all levels. A knowledgable, a competent or whosoever diva, if he/she doesn't know to manage things well, he/she can't go too far. Of course, different level acquires different management skills. If I'm rich enough, I'll definitely go for MBA. Wearing a big MBA hat I shall be feeling proud. haha.

Back to the topic, I've been thinking to own a one-stop renovation centre. Hence, I've been thinking in mind to take up interior design course. Ppl might be asking: Are you sure? Can you draw or not? Well... I know I can't be that professional but I learnt drawing also for few years okay (when I was kid, hehe). In fact I think, no matter what one's going into, one must pick up the very basic thing. You don't have to master it but a basic understanding is a must. Looking aback, I'm actually quite all-rounded, but all come to a waste. haha. But then, why am I suffering 3 years in getting the status of Public Accountant? Part-time study for 3 years plus 3 years over hectic living with no life, so painful. Whatever I'm saying now, it's a sign of lost.. I don't seem to get the answer.

Why so many ppl are concerned about my love life today?? Faint.... because it's mysterious? Want to know more about it??

Okay..... stay tune. *wahahahahaha~*

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Dinner at Senze

Went to have dinner at "Senze" near Tebrau City... CKM said it's a cafe serves above average food at reasonable price. Okay.. give it a try..


The lightning and decloration is not bad..

The "drawings" on the wall is also creative... hoho...

I ordered Mediterranean Fish Fillet. I was the first to place order but I was lastly served. As they guys gave positive comments about the food, I was thinking maybe being the last the food could be better? But I was wrong....


Firstly, the serving - I'm not a big eater though, this kind of serving size is defintely not enough for a guy! Can this fill one's stomach when he/she is hungry? Definitely not. Secondly, the fish they use - I don't know the name of the fish but it's apparently those cheapskate and low grade of fish. Thirdly, the taste - just normal. Nothing's special.

I can also make a food like this okay (and could be better!)...... cost me over 10 bucks for this kind of low quality of food. Faint!

Transformers ~~~~


Transformers, a freaking good movie! I just feel like blogging it before the tingling feeling faded away.

Watched with badminton playmates before heading to badminton session today - Whymei, Simpan, CKM and ZiLing. Today's the first time Whymei watched movie at Tebrau City! *Faint* She didn't quite like the movie and yet told me Barbie doll filled her childhood! Cannot imagine a girl like her played Barbie doll. Haha. But then, yah, big thanks to CKM cos he specifically made the trip down to grab the tickets for us.

The movie revives my childhood fantasy (although I'm not really mad about Transformers but I'm also one of the kid who grew up watching Transformers). I'm so moved when I saw Optimus Prime on screen, u know?!!! After so many years I can still remember Optimus Prime. Hmm... although I only learnt about his name from this movie, haha. Cannot blame me... during childhood, I watched cartoon without catching the lines one ok... look at pictures only. I only know he's the Lao Da. So 感动 when I saw the real transformers in cinema. hohoho~~ The other thing which made me remember Optimus Prime so clearly was because I was hurt by the toy when I was a kid. Optimus Prime has sword as weapon you know right? I got a unheal wound somewhere near my knee cap that time and when my cousin was playing with the Optimus Prime toy, the sword "stabbed" right into the wound..... *sweat* and I still have the scar with me now... How can I forget this Optimus Prime? *wink*

Not to mention about the storyline... cos it's not important to me. What's important to me is the effects and the cinematography. It's so real when the cars and other vehicles transform to the "autobot" (although the "transformation" is rather fast, but yet impressive)! The sound effect is also superb for which I don't think anyone will find it displeasing! Ohh ya... additional point to add - Linkin Park's song is used as theme song! All my likings in one movie! Cool~ The script writer also did a good job by putting additional humour into the movie. The whole movie is just amusing and yet entertaining. You can really laugh out in the cinema as some lines are just expectedly funny.

Maybe I'm still living in my childhood fantasy whereby I still like the kind of story with which something great and powerful can save the world. A normal vehicle, once transformed, it becomes a powerful autobot; A normal guy, once put on the suit becomes Spiderman; Xiao Tian Tian, with the fairy stick can also "transform". But I don't quite like Xiao Tian Tian, too girlish. Hmm... that's also why Transfomers will touch my heart, particularly when Bumblebee was trying to save the human by sacrifying himself and Sam Witwicky was asking Bumblebee to stand up. The kind of 人人为我,我为人人 spirit. Anyone will dream to have a friend like Bumblebee.

Of cos in the end, 邪不能胜正, this is always the case isn't it? Yeah... I like it. It gives me hope.